Faces

Why do I still come home every night and wonder where you are?
Missing the sweet embrace, the look of you sitting on the couch watching TV smiling at me.
Missing the scent of you Hair, the warmth of your tenderness.
I've lost you 5 times alredy. And your Face is blurred 5 Faces into one. And the pain is blurred 5 into one. And I don't know anymore wich one you are. The only thing I know is that I haven't found you yet, and maybe never will. Cuz I cannot bear the tought of another Face merging with the others.

No more.

And yet I yearn.