NIE WIEDER

mental note:
nie wieder ne stelle annehmen wo nicht, im umkreis von 30 minuten, mindestens 2 bars/pubs und 1 disco liegen sowie genuegend leute leben um diese angemessen zu bevoelkern.
NIE WIEDER...
weil selbst die beste erfahrung und das beste kontaktnetzwerk koennen diese grausame unerbittliche einsamkeit nicht aufwiegen.

Gedanken zum gluecklich sein/werden

Happiness is hard to find
and hard to keep maintained
'cause happiness is linked to luck
and luck is hardly tamed

to find your own true happiness
and keep it safe with you
you need to sit and think about
whats happiness for you

for me it's those rare moments
I wish they last forever
those moments when I hold my breath
and hope their ending never

like when I'm watching you at night
when you smile in your sleep
that sight is just to beautiful
and sometimes I could weep

but weeping, not of agony
of sorrow or of pain
weeping 'cause I love you so
and wished the moment would refrain

the smile upon your soft red lips
your angel face at peace
your beautiful brown eyes all closed
your sorrows all released

it's said that when your fast asleep
you show your own true face
I think it's true, I look at you
and feel my heart go race

These moments I know happiness
so simple and profound
now all thats left for me to do
Is have you stay around